I've started trying to get through my inbox a bit at a time at night, nothing nicer than being complemented by strangers before bed.
Where did you go this time you silly mare?
The long and short of it is, that someone I was close to made me believe things that weren't true or fair, and would not let me alone until I had removed every trace of who I really am from anywhere. Looking back I don't know how I could have let this happen, right now I feel happy, free and strong. I never thought someone could change me so much.
So, are you back for good?
I hope so, I'm living with my partner and friends in sunny Scarborough, potentially I could find myself a regular internet connection, but it's complicated. I can however use it here at college, but not as much as I'd like to. I have plans to finally kick off doing what i want to do, I'm setting up profiles everywhere I can for means of networking and I have some good friends who are interested in modeling for me. I want this so much, I suppose you'll get a better idea of what 'this' is in good time.
I am Eighteen!
As of early January, I am safe to drink, strip and be taken slightly more seriously, huzzah! I can't wait to delve into the world of alternative & plus-size pin-ups and models and fun. I'll be safely behind the camera I should think, but I don't doubt I might give it a try, although if you've known me here since I was 15 that might be gross! Obv this won't happen for a while, because I'm lazy.
PhotoCrush
I don't have a clue what's going on with it now, if I ever have the time again I'd love to drop by, right now I've sorta got to concentrate on my portfolio more than anything... harrumph, I miss the community here so much.
Darkroom
Finally after long negotiation and nagging with my college, I have been given access to the darkroom at the more arty campus of my college. I've been having a whale of a time and I think I'm getting better, hopefully some of my efforts will be gallery-worthy ^_^
That's all I can think of for now, Tara! Love & Light x